It might be because I was wincing from the blow being dealt
I saw it happen I felt it coming
Like tax season
I am squinting
The whole time I have spent looking in his eyes for my reflection
I saw a cowardly girl…shy…awkward..ugly…talentless..clumsy….she can hardly speak…red faced…always…beet red….shaking….and blind…
I was squinting…I am not positive…but I think her eyes were [...]
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Squint
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Question the Question
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, do you think it's a-a-a woozle?, eeyore has lost his tail on March 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s snowing
My heart is cold…..so it would be snowing
How can it be spring one day and winter the next?
Hero of sense and sensibility …Need I say more?
Jesus…Need I say more?
I really want to know why I have to feel so frustrated….I am just prejudice…or my pride is it?
Why do I care now? why did I [...]
Why the stars?
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, and as he climbed he sang a little song on February 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Breeze flirts with my hair
I cannot take my eyes of of you
This is something new
I was remembering summer nights of yesterday…teasing Argentinian man..and a short jewish man
and the dreaming was grand
I went back there tonight and yet somehow moved forward into freedom
He doesn’t know my name..but I won’t think of him
Becasue the stars were out [...]
It’s Cold in Dallas
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, eeyore has lost his tail on January 2, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I woke up Tuesday with one of those headaches …
and I cried
I woke up on Wednesday at 3am for now reason…
and I was tired
It’s Wednesday and I want to be settled….. I feel so isolated here even in the home of a friend…we always miss each other…and I cannot tell her…. I keep [...]
letting go
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, and as he climbed he sang a little song on November 27, 2007 | 1 Comment »
He called me out again….sheepishly I came….
He tried to draw me into his arms…. I resist….Can I trust You?
Before I ask I know the answer, but life has taught me distrust…His eyes display compassion no one in the world knows… My pride is strong….His arms are stronger
My reflections clearing up…I am humbled by what I [...]
Monday
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, and as he climbed he sang a little song on November 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I dreamed alot last night…I went to sleep with Shane and Shane blasting my ears…
You are clean I am dirty you are clean so unworthy you are clean Dirty so dirty dirty It’s what I’m wanting
the time has come to gutted Are you ready for this?
Hello world There’s a Song that We’re Singing
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean? on November 12, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Begin to write…Capture today in words…I think not…How could I capture heaven in earthly words?
Oh Heaven Come down In between coffee and sleep…How can I drink you in? How can I know you even in this skin that barely keeps me contained…I am cold and warm…and numb..I’m tired of feeling discontent with being me….Why am [...]
