truth be told my eyes are to heavy to write..still my mind is full..
night two…I rewind (as I usually do) the events of semester 3…I learned to write research and comparison papers. . somehow..I got into horrible fights…I yelled abandonment..and now I begin to sink slowly into an unknown place…I ask shell and ma the [...]
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Hail the Conquering Grads
Posted in and as he climbed he sang a little song, do you think it's a-a-a woozle?, in the usual way, if you know what i mean on May 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
the Only One
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail, in the usual way, if you know what i mean on October 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I saw you standing at the alter…I stood too… I saw your tears falling…I cried too
We fell on our knees…climb up on the cross..what gain we have from loss..
You moved forward and i watched in wonder..You spoke another language.. So I learned too..I watched the way you formed words… intellect beyond an eleven year old.. [...]
What Time Told
Posted in and as he climbed he sang a little song, in the usual way, if you know what i mean on May 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I can remember it clearly….The day we began…It was a new year….I had new fear …of things no one could know….
Did I grow?
Wisdom…Does it last…when time tells me otherwise…Do the imprints remain engrained upon the changing..
Did I change?
I hate words…I love words..the contradictions found in life..and the one’s I heard so clearly do they fade [...]
Whenever I forget You
Posted in in the usual way, if you know what i mean on March 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It all is numb
and I cannot remember myself
What did You say?
What did you want again?
Cloud has settled in and so have I to the comfortable way of stressing out everyday
Pretty clothes and Romances… kisses…Fluffy white dresses..forever in their eyes
Not for Me…?…The answer is quite clear ..NO…no….not for me…This is sickness inside of me…I the [...]
It is my doing…undoing
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail, in the usual way, if you know what i mean on February 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Is this really how it’s going to be between you and me…..I’m curious
I’ve been sadly looking at you (more for me than for you) Take every thought captive
But can you take away the redness of my face uncovered discovered to be horribly flawed
Or could you? Jesus would you? Is this how it’s has to be [...]
What’s Left After the Fire
Posted in in the usual way, if you know what i mean on February 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Burn
It’s just not enough..To be creative..to Worship you.. how nice and defined..we worship you..but if you touch me//how dare you touch me..
Did you not say that you are mine? Then Let Me Take you Into the Flame..
To speak in Power..and not cover up..to walk with passion and never look down..God I’m a coward..Passionately loved yet [...]
