How Shocking this turn in events… 18 hour days shot us forward into something I had not expected…
and I see fast approaching … my last blog could be about me..I am almost crossing the finish line…I am wondering at who will be standing in the crowd when the tape breaks…
eating plastic and discrediting cookies…There is caution [...]
Archive for the ‘eeyore has lost his tail’ Category
As of Late
Posted in do you think it's a-a-a woozle?, eeyore has lost his tail on August 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
and she’s got herself boxed in again
Posted in do you think it's a-a-a woozle?, eeyore has lost his tail on January 28, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I was just fine.. I saw the crowd around the room and ran to the nearest corner..I procedded to pile everything around me
trapped….very snug..and the problem is it’s inside..the problem is it’s inside
and in due fashion I’ve pulled out the bomb and offered it to them
I dont know what it is…the more I try to [...]
Home and when I am not
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail on December 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I adjusted the mirror to look back at what I had just past…
A blast of cool air had stirred loose ends ..they flew out the window.. but I’ll see them again
Not that I want to.. a boomerang that will hit me in the head between the eyes…I’ll be blacked out till July
I laugh I dream [...]
Get it out
Posted in do you think it's a-a-a woozle?, eeyore has lost his tail on November 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
when he is around I feel awkward, annoying, insecure, insignificant, not interesting,unnoticed, scared,stupid,dissatisfied,anxious, worried, unsettled,worthless, and not captivating. I am a last thought, socially inept, and without value, unclear,just a bother, lacking talent, and over-looked. Just one among the many. I have no value. I am not capable and undeserving (of his time that is). [...]
the Only One
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail, in the usual way, if you know what i mean on October 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I saw you standing at the alter…I stood too… I saw your tears falling…I cried too
We fell on our knees…climb up on the cross..what gain we have from loss..
You moved forward and i watched in wonder..You spoke another language.. So I learned too..I watched the way you formed words… intellect beyond an eleven year old.. [...]
Squint
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, and as he climbed he sang a little song, eeyore has lost his tail on May 17, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It might be because I was wincing from the blow being dealt
I saw it happen I felt it coming
Like tax season
I am squinting
The whole time I have spent looking in his eyes for my reflection
I saw a cowardly girl…shy…awkward..ugly…talentless..clumsy….she can hardly speak…red faced…always…beet red….shaking….and blind…
I was squinting…I am not positive…but I think her eyes were [...]
Question the Question
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, do you think it's a-a-a woozle?, eeyore has lost his tail on March 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s snowing
My heart is cold…..so it would be snowing
How can it be spring one day and winter the next?
Hero of sense and sensibility …Need I say more?
Jesus…Need I say more?
I really want to know why I have to feel so frustrated….I am just prejudice…or my pride is it?
Why do I care now? why did I [...]
It is my doing…undoing
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail, in the usual way, if you know what i mean on February 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Is this really how it’s going to be between you and me…..I’m curious
I’ve been sadly looking at you (more for me than for you) Take every thought captive
But can you take away the redness of my face uncovered discovered to be horribly flawed
Or could you? Jesus would you? Is this how it’s has to be [...]
It’s Cold in Dallas
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, eeyore has lost his tail on January 2, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I woke up Tuesday with one of those headaches …
and I cried
I woke up on Wednesday at 3am for now reason…
and I was tired
It’s Wednesday and I want to be settled….. I feel so isolated here even in the home of a friend…we always miss each other…and I cannot tell her…. I keep [...]
Just click your heels together
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail on January 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
There’s no place like home There’s no place like home There’s no place like home
I sat on Sarah’s couch trying to watch Mythbusters (which is a most excellent show) and my eyes kept growing wide…now my eyes are big..but today I am sure I set a new record..I’ve never felt so lost…I feel five [...]
