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How Shocking this turn in events… 18 hour days shot us forward into something I had not expected…
and I see fast approaching … my last blog could be about me..I am almost crossing the finish line…I am wondering at who will be standing in the crowd when the tape breaks…
eating plastic and discrediting cookies…There is caution [...]

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truth be told my eyes are to heavy to write..still my mind is full..
night two…I rewind (as I usually do) the events of semester 3…I learned to write research and comparison papers. . somehow..I got into horrible fights…I yelled abandonment..and now I begin to sink slowly into an unknown place…I ask shell and ma the [...]

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I was just fine.. I saw the crowd around the room and ran to the nearest corner..I procedded to pile everything around me
trapped….very snug..and the problem is it’s inside..the problem is it’s inside
and in due fashion I’ve pulled out the bomb and offered it to them
I dont know what it is…the more I try to [...]

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when he is around I feel awkward, annoying, insecure, insignificant,  not interesting,unnoticed, scared,stupid,dissatisfied,anxious, worried, unsettled,worthless, and not captivating. I am a last thought, socially inept, and without value, unclear,just a bother, lacking talent, and over-looked. Just one among the many. I have no value. I am  not capable and undeserving (of his time that is). [...]

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It’s snowing
My heart is cold…..so it would be snowing
How can it be spring one day and winter the next?
Hero of sense and sensibility …Need I say more?
Jesus…Need I say more?
I really want to know why I have to feel so frustrated….I am just prejudice…or my pride is it?
Why do I care now? why did I [...]

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You know that weird state of being in between sleeping and fully awake..It’s where I started this day….It’s not so much that I was unhappy…just unclear…and yet really clear….Oh the contradiction of being half here and half there…I took a nap for about an hour…but I could not get back to the dream…..it was [...]

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