and thank the Lord for that. my head is hurting today.
there are dishes to be done, clothes to be washed, errands to run, and people to see. but today i would rather curl up on my bed and throw the covers over my head.
“yes world spin on..i will be right here if you need me.” there is a blurry line between relaxing and being lazy. my days are becoming routine. for a girl who is scared of the smallest of changes one would think it would be a relief. but instead i find things to be fearful about. I am the fear hunter. as soon as i spot one i give myself to it. just being honest. i do not rejoice in this. in fact i cringe at the sight of my sin. again Lord i come to you. pride. who knew that pride could show in the most piglet like ways. fear marks my self reliance. “be anxious for nothing” is your command. “but God look!”
foolish foolish pride. as if He couldnt handle it……..I am the one who cant handle it
God I repent
