It’s a shame
But I am glad of it…now the day starts as ours..Feelings are severed…silence in exchange for 21 years of relentlessly deafing emotion
You cut a huge hole in the wall… Outside looks so pretty…If I may say I feel like I am in the middle of being born again…
You are carving me out..I am hollow..but not enough yet…I tried to throw the wood chips right back in me when I saw them looking…I smiled as I did it..trying to meet their eyes…and then I realized they were not looking at me
But you were Your eyes were full of compassion as graceful correction
I lay down and my spirit sighed “Yes I remember” Be still
That I am not bound by that shadow anymore..
I am whole I am enough I am not too much
I am What He Says I just have to remember It is not profitable to display ones self for afirmation It’s manipulation and it causes everything to go awry
for a lifetime
I am glad I did not have the key
Jesus rest with me
