Begin to write…Capture today in words…I think not…How could I capture heaven in earthly words?
Oh Heaven Come down In between coffee and sleep…How can I drink you in? How can I know you even in this skin that barely keeps me contained…I am cold and warm…and numb..I’m tired of feeling discontent with being me….Why am I not this? Why am I not that? If I was would that make me happy? Am I too much? Am I too little? am too little Oh heaven can I taste you wanting to feel still …should I base my life on the fleeing emotions of a given moment? And when I feel safe….am I? That is not for me to know….Whats around the bend..I can never know…Wasting time by trying to be prepared for something that may not be coming….Can you live in just a moment? I live in yesterday and I fear for tomorrow and today is occupied by the two…so when is today happening? Can you explain to me what it is to be alive? Drink in life…but I fear I am forever ruined ……Because I long for home..I long for you…..and when I say life do I mean this world? Or real life is You…How do I forget…..In pretty clutches and handmade clothes..in funny looking shoes to cover my battered toes…What pretty things I long to indulge…in sunday lunch dates with sky high views..I think I see you on a busy waterfront…art is thickening the air…I want to be creative…but I dont know how….scented candles and Jane Austen(what insight she had)….It’s the last dance…will you ask me?
Take me up
Ruin my mind with You
Well sky high views we had on the balcony today! what worth and creativity you have dear artsy one! i’d love to see the visions in your head.