He called me out again….sheepishly I came….
He tried to draw me into his arms…. I resist….Can I trust You?
Before I ask I know the answer, but life has taught me distrust…His eyes display compassion no one in the world knows… My pride is strong….His arms are stronger
My reflections clearing up…I am humbled by what I [...]
Archive for November, 2007
letting go
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, and as he climbed he sang a little song on November 27, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Monday
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean?, and as he climbed he sang a little song on November 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I dreamed alot last night…I went to sleep with Shane and Shane blasting my ears…
You are clean I am dirty you are clean so unworthy you are clean Dirty so dirty dirty It’s what I’m wanting
the time has come to gutted Are you ready for this?
…and then she found her brain
Posted in and as he climbed he sang a little song on November 17, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am sure one of the worst feelings in the world is being late for work
and even worse is being totally ignorant of it until much later when your brain catches up with your body
and thats how it started
But I was missing l.a. today I need security Like Heroin
and I [...]
Fall
Posted in and as he climbed he sang a little song on November 16, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
in the usual way I began
and in the usual way things continue
It was a cold rain I stood in it I know you saw me I looked for you
We talked today for awhile I did not hear you Mushy minds
Foolish hearts bound and binding ”I am a whore I do confess…I put you on just like [...]
And It’s all so strange
Posted in do you think it's a-a-a woozle? on November 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
You know that weird state of being in between sleeping and fully awake..It’s where I started this day….It’s not so much that I was unhappy…just unclear…and yet really clear….Oh the contradiction of being half here and half there…I took a nap for about an hour…but I could not get back to the dream…..it was [...]
Give me a Grande Red Eye and throw in an Extra Shot
Posted in eeyore has lost his tail on November 12, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Nothing like working on your day off
I am reminding myself that theres only a few more weeks of this….and then I realize….Theres only a few more weeks of this..I let that sink in but not for too long because I know what will happen if I think too much….I stop trusting you…Fear like a flood…I [...]
Hello world There’s a Song that We’re Singing
Posted in What doesCrustimoney Proseedcake mean? on November 12, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Begin to write…Capture today in words…I think not…How could I capture heaven in earthly words?
Oh Heaven Come down In between coffee and sleep…How can I drink you in? How can I know you even in this skin that barely keeps me contained…I am cold and warm…and numb..I’m tired of feeling discontent with being me….Why am [...]
